yawnz...
juz wake up...im back in carissa....lol...haha....papa finally sign my report book...hahas!!!!
i download spirit Stallion Of The Cimarron the ost,..haha...dun noe u know this movie or nt...its like my childhood movie lorh....me and my sis was like watching this movie grow up one...we watched like a thoudsand times...
long time no post cause nth 2 write lorh...my maple became lvl 31 ler...slow lvling...jere is like 41 liao lorh...i told him slowand steady wins e race!!! hahas...sighs..
i stayed up yesterday night 2 do my hmwk...work like siao!!!finally finish my eng and geog...2day need 2 do physics and maybe a little maths...nt going 2 do my chinese haha...lazy!!!
i watched finished black and white ler!!!! freakking cool!!!haha...acctually xiao ma quite handsome lorh...hero also...haha...zai tian loos too pi zi ler...haha...tats he looks wad...
i hungry leh...jiejie just order pizza delivery lorh...i wanna eat smth first!!!!
tata!!!
last day of using lappy...:( need to be kept but used in weekends wad abt my maple???
drama_crazy1994
LIFE IS MEANINGLESS...
yesterday dunno y i start argueing with mummy tat i dun wanna bath...haiz...somtimes i think i cant control my emotions and actions...she say if u dun bath then i lock up ur rm and dun slp on my sofa...i dun neo y i kept persisting...in the end she went 2 slp and ask jiejie to take over...alot os time everyone ask me to bath but i wanna go bath also but to me i will feel embrassed tat to change wad i am(the one tat dun follow wad ppl say) haiz ya lorh...no one will understand wad i feel...plus yesterday i was sitting on the ground of the kitchen and hear funny nosie from the dustbin area...scared so i moved to the dining table to sit...then jie jie came in 2 go toilet...suddenly a xiao qiang came out of no where{presum its fm the dustbin area} yepp i screamed to jiejie in the toilet then she came out to c wad happen she also scared of it so she hao xing let miie come out of the kitchen cause my mum say if i dun bath dun go out of the kitchen...haiz...yalorh...then i waited thinking i can last one nite without slping...but i cant so i went on the living rm carpet and slp...end up in the morining i wake up i was on the sofa...haiz...mummy got angry...whole day i was like scaredy cat looking out 4 the xiao qiang tat jiejie lock it up in the kitchen...
juz now mummy also said she not caring abt miie anymore...no caring my studies not caring if i bath...haiz...very saddening 2 hear tis leh...although i know she wont do as she say but still sadded...i was thinking if u dun care abt wad ever i do ler means wads the ues of fighting so hard to get my custody????haiz muz well stay with papa although he no money but he lets miie do wad i wan...except he sometimes very scary...sighs again...mummy juz came in and ask me where the money tat she put went...i told her the truth and she never scold miie tat i overspent!!!!! haiz i still thinks she care abt me lorh ...if she dun then wads use for a nice hes but no nice relationship???muz well treat it like a hotel or smth...
my mind feels very emo-ish and saddening and very heavy and ver confusing and etc. hiaz...dun neo wad 2 say...i hope our relationship will turn better...
byebye with alot of sighs...
heart feel so heavy...
drama_crazy1994[ or shhold i change it to emo-ish gurl???]
