hiazz...
shi wo zuo cuo ler mah?..?
wo zen de bu zhi dao ni wei she me jiang shen qi...
ni shuo yao wo men hui dao cong qian,
dan ni que hai mei gai diao ni de huai ci guan...
hiaz..
is patching the real road i wanna walk???
u dunno how confused i am...
how i wished...
u were able 2 c this post...
the start of the "ovel" feeling is be coming stonger...
how would i curb it so history wont repaet itself...
u finally made cant get enough of u...
u know tat since the step u took of,,,
i kept looking at my phone waiting for ur reply or waiting for u to pop up again
the one thing i scared is,,
is this one of ur silly tricks or smth tat show tat i will crawl back to u went u leave???
u have made my head swriling...
i hope u wont know abt all this and keep it a secret 4ever in my small shy heart...
lifeless...
these days im feeling im living a lifeless life...
y are ppl busy when im not...
y are ppl free but not willing to be accompanied by miie???
life is being more and more meaningless...
case study 2dae: a friend of mine told me she had an appointment and said she cant go out 4 lunch...then i found her somewhere eating with another friend.
another friend of mine told miie she had some stuff until quite late after sch cant pei wo. end up??? she went with the friend on top!!!
wad life is this? i hate this genes of mine...seriously i dun realli know wad my/other ppl prob...they dun like how i act say larh!! dun need to gui gui sui sui to hide from going out among themselves...still say treat as friend???
friend...dun not bluff to each other
...solve prob to make relationship turn better
...can speak up their mind to each other on their disadvantages!!!
how gd friends i have...or muz i say i dun neo now which are my friends and which are not...when will someone like mich come out again and treat among ourselves better??
i seriously hope tat person will appear soon if not i will die of loneliness...
sighs...
the shadow tats in a corner tat u will never even notice...
drama_crazy1994
after hours of end of exam...
finally after exams....scared to go back to i to c my results...
i finally changing my phone liao...changing to n86 8mp!!!hahasss.8 gb internal memory...hahas...
aacctually i wanted n07 one but my mum say buy this one dun need me to save money...ahahas!!!
now im confused abt someone...hiazz...yi xia zi frend yi xiaa zi say lonely. make me lluan...now she frend with her...make me now hate the person she frend cause at first she feel lonely...
hiaz!!!after exam also no one eat lunch with me...hiaz...
the last post was a misunderstanding but i still hate her... think she so smart tat she can do wad she wan...
tata!!!
how to wash away anger?.?.
drama_crazy1994
hate or friends?
hate or friends recently infer tat someone hates me...hiaz...now she have the friend hate relationship with me.... i dun wan to make the past re happen...shi gou tong ku de...
is she toking abt me??? i dun neo...sounded like cause im said the riches in their group wad...hiaz...she everytime hu leng hu re one...shld not yi shen yi gui....but she wrote tat and that chien zen wan qua!!!
feel like clarifying but will make it worse...
just now hahas tried to avoide him and cheng gong!!!sooo damn happy...i told him last time its the side effects of ditiching...hahas...
2moro got EL p2 and chinese p2...soo scared 4 english sia...its me and many other ppl deciding factor on staying on sec 3 or to move on....ish..scared...
tata!!
i must pass 2moro... all the best!
drama_crazy1994
exams!!!
exams are coming liao and haven start studying yet...is it i lazy or too much work???
i scared the compo i write abt in exam out of topic leh...how??? chew 2dae said tat she hacen look at my speech but must jia you in compre...i realli scared fail leh...
who tell me to write the stupid compo on reminders??? i write tat this old man lossing hhis memory soon...then the children past labels around the hse to make him know where the stuff sre being put...hiaz...dun say ler larh...make miie depressed only...just know tat in the end tat guy died to meet his long dead wife...
mummy go overseas liao...jiejie out...hiaz...very sianz leh...no show to watch...recently i watch finish red thread...very nice leh...now currently watching tian ding fa cai...very crappy...hahas...but its the first time felia chin act as a mother...finally she's of ageto act tats....last time like her lots one....
sigh...now tat guy dunno wad happen...i c him scared...he c me like ignore like tat....anyways always telling him i busy no time go out...eh i never bluff hor...all the reasins are vaild the hor...
sianz!!!!wanna do crap...recently my phone spoil...plus i saw a new phone...N97 very cool!!!!!i wan sia....i dun think mummy will buy it 4 me...its like very ex larh....it can go up to 48 gb and internal memory is already like 16 gb liao...dun even need a memory card larh...5mp...not bad hor...i like leh...espically the white one!!!
no time to fascinise it ler...just hope one day it will be mine...
tata!!!
dun have courage to face him...how?just hope he will zu dong
drama_crazy1994
