my 101 post and life's still not getting better...
just realise tat its my 101post...
perhaps every hundred post i shld check on my life's status...
seriously i feel recently some ppl's actions mademe feel very confused leh...
wad shld i do sia...
A tell me say u know y ppl are more and more going out of ur clique?
do u know y B left the real reason?
B told A tat bcause every time im not with C & D, they will talk bad abt me...
also when whoever not there, the 2ppl will talk bad abt the other person tat is not there.,..
hiaz... y must talk bad? the most just comment lah...
must accept other different pts tat u dun like rather den bad mouthing...
hiaz... now after hearing A say all those stuff, i being more curious...
im just shock tat wad have i done for ur to do this kinda stuff...
ppl tells me y im still staying there???
i dun know le... feeling treated not tat like a friend but hiaya dun know...
y C must act so big...
y must D act different when im not there?
ok made up my mind!!! i will not want to stick to C anymore....
when D wants C wadever lol...
2day u were there again right in front of me...
cant help 2 smile to myself...
heehee...
wonder u know abt tis....
tata!!!
friends y always make me in some difficult position?
drama_crazy1994
hates...
argh!!!!mr tan 2day was supposed to ask us to pass up our folio... den this goes...
"dateline to pass up folio is 2moro and must finish up until form and shape"
"har cher u say do until ideas onli"
"no i last week say liao"
"cher u last week not in sch..."
no more words liao...hiaz everytime last minute changes
den just now who ever i cant remember last minute tell me to bring icebox...
called my dad cause he got the big one den he say he busy and talk later
den i contacted him for the whole nite no ans
finally he call me...and say he dun wanna go outta hse now cause he got whole day of work tell me go there take!!!
wth!!!!!!!!!! i freaakingly angry now!!!! u got work i got sch also!!!! i still got freakking amaths test and d&t portfolio to pass up 2moro!!!! u wad slacking at home nia!!!
hiaz...hack liao asked gen 2 bring 2moro
just now damn scary sia...
got this stalker cum pervert come talk 2 me on msn...
i added him cause i thought he was like someone i know...
den he say he found me on msn profile...siao
den scarier is tat he wanted a cam2cam talk!!! he go give some pervertic website also luckliy i quickly delet his contact and block him
i scared he reading this post cause a few days ago i put my pm as my blog link !!!
DIE!!!! damn scared now...
better finish up D&t now
bye...
minding my back suspiciously...
drama_crazy1994
*2day seemed normal like nth had happen b4... how long will this last???
time make one change,,,
hiaz...i just OFFICIALLY finish D&T and can pass up to mr tan 2moro...
i love all my ideas larh especially the last one....wish i can change my idea sia...nvm
must be contented... later he scold say i waste material again...
slacking for 5min now to write my blogpost b4 i continue my amaths hmwk...
2moro got chem test and tks to me putting all my stuff in class i left my chem file in class too...
tried to went back to take it but class door not open...hiaz... end up now???
i cant study my chem unless i found smth like 10 yrs series(impossible or my text bk- think in class also)
hiaz...2day we took all the cip movie ticket to sell...
eventually ask jeremiah to buy both tickets and watch with hui huang...
tell him in sms i pass him later...
assembling time he ask me to come to him den he ask me:
kaiwen tat movie when har??
thursday...
haiya then i thurs den pay u....
hor....
eh can u do me a favour?
wad??
help me keep ciagarrets[no idea how to spell]
no cannot wad if cher find out...
end up i rejected to keep for him...
sometimes i wonder is it bcause of me he changed drastically???
y when i zao from him he turn soo bad....
sam tell me to stay away from him...argh!!!!
deni wonder if i stay more away from him will he turn worser???
or if i come close to him will he turn better???
hiaz...
i realli dun know....
going do a maths ler...
sighs....
how can i change u for the better???
drama_crazy1994
laid back cum stressed up life...
hiaz... life's pretty much mono toneless these few weeks except...
love's is in the air...
agrhh!!! everywhere i go i got ppl telling me of their freaking relationship...
hiaz...at home jiejie tells me abt she and sir qing an...
in sch, charlene tells me abt she and jun hong plus now most of the time gossips abt nigel and his mrs zhu zhu...
sadded sia... i was like bathing in the toliet just now and thought of something really quite true...
ITS NICE TO HAVE SOMEONE AROUND TO TO BE CONCERNED ABT U....
hiaz...seems as though this sentence made me sound like a huge despo....
nothing to say nuch abt this liao.... just regrets bah...
chinese valentine mummy bday was just over...
went back to kuching and had lots of fun...
milo is already very big now.... tried to carry her but it took me 5 times the effort as before...sasa once again dun like me....
she is like lock up at the back of the hse when i c her...kind of a very depressed dog...
she like bite mummy hand sia lah...but after a while she like mummy...werid pms bah...hahas
played bah luck...hahas...once again lost... me mummy and jiejie in totoal lost more than 18 rm lah....haha when will we win???
make one sort of pm in facebook...
[NEVER BE ABLE TO STUDY OR DO HOMEWORK WHEN U ARE ON HOLIDAY]
hahas... i brought my d&t file there and wanted to do it cause ithought wed need pass up but end up staring at it and gave up....
went to kbox after returning to s'pore... at first i regretted my choice on going there cause thought too many ppl liao but it was quite fun...everyone was very high perhaps besides deb[nam lam] wanted to eat steamboat one but had changed it to a sucklish[mich perception] meal...went home...
wed went to sch without finishing port folio then he say thurs day thenpass up also can so i FORGO my beautiful slp to FINISH up the work ended up going sch tired and nver finish 7 ideas..
U NEO WAD???
when we came to the d&t workshop mr lim told us tat the freaking mr tan ON LEAVE!!! wadc the hell sia...really wanted to kill him but at least it gave me more time to finish the work hahas...
2moro having bravo cny celebration and gen bday celebration...hope she wont c this cause 2moro will be a surprise 4 her!!!
hiaz...shld i do samuel hmwk now??? very bored wanna slack as usual....
played with bravo's flour today and ended up being soo messy...
wana do other crap...
tata!!!
love miss shot me by 0.1 cm...
drama_crazy1994
sadded...
haiz...
yesterday went to watch hachiko with my mummy jiejie and sir qing an....very sadded
like this the first movie tat made me cry soo much and hard...
like all 4 of us watch and all 4 of us cry... hahas
hiaz...i guess i fall alsp doing my hmwk again...
need to choing in sch!!!
~i so tempted to call u lah cause u never call back but i guess i give u a few moments of silence...~
hiaz!!! this my how many time haiz~ing sia....
i still got time can choing hmwk...
tata!!!
im waiting...argh sooo tempted....dun wana seem like those gurl who throw themselves on guys
drama_crazy1994
announcement
haiz
thought this trough seriously when im bathing just now
u came to talk to me ...
just wanna tell u tat it is not i playing with ur rekationsip or wad so ever
did u ever know tat i had told sam and yuting that i once like u?? or is it just gd feeling...
i dun know but i love the feeling once u talk to me again
telling u once and forall
resons y i never choose u...
1.dun wan history to repeat itself...
c my sis and sir ian relationship??? it did not last long and made my sis even heartache
i see u in the pt tat u are soo like sir ian and if i accepted u, i dun wan to make history repeat...
hack my sellfish heart will u...
2.call materialistic or wad... u shld know i always had high expectations of guys cause watch too much drama serial so i can make myself see tat i can like u k??? its like bending against my own expectations...sorry but cant help it...
ya...this is 2 main impt pts...if u wanna read my rest of post and c some tat is writing bad abt u dun care can??if wan to be angry i also allow...i know it is very bad to say all those stuff but plspls take in considerate tat it is part of the hot headed ness...
sorry...
dun woo me anymore...u deserve better from c~ing all these years how much u treat me...
forever sorry
