feel sad and angry
samantha chen [99% correct in my asummption]
y did u wan to break a friendship?
i didnt do anything to u y are u doing it to me?
now i feel ur dispicable distant and most of all hurtfull
wad motives fo ur 'childish' acts?
at least now jeremiah dun really care anymore abt stuff u said...
if ur pplan was to break my friendship, ur wrong!
we are still very gd friends!
for a momnet i thought if u continued, i will tell abt u andwuting
but... im NOT GOING TO BE AS DISPICABLE as u!
not going to bother anything flying to my ears anymore
i can 40 % think ur in love with jeremiah
if u stop ur actions i wil stop this thought
bye!
may me and jeremiah friendship last 4ever
drama_crazy1994
momets of thoughts...
hmmm...
privated my blog....
invited no one...
how come all of ur have been knowing wad i wrote???
seriously i dun know wad to say or do liao...
like ur realli wanna force me to delet my blog is it?
im aint forcing ur to do the same...
and so sorri to scare u, jeremiah cause im just saying we ARE friends!!!
just hack abt my posts can?!?!?
argh!!!!! wad wrong ith ppl who read my blog
knows i dun like ppl talking abt them,
and coming to me to say all abt it?????
i dun wanna end ALL my friendships but can alll freakking ppl out there reading my blog
coming to talk abt it,
SSSTOOOOOOOOOOOOPPPPPPPPPP!!!!!
if not i will delet my freakking blog!!!
dun froce me!!!!!!!!
aaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!
hump!
like i said...
hahas...
really laughing abt my over reactness...
hahas... forgot u went shanghai...
lol... feel great abt it right now...
dear sammy
pls do not ever tell wad i write here to anyone...
cause if they wanna know they will come and find!!!
gosh i dun know man...
like i change url and still saying things like this?
hahas... perhaps i should private my blog.... shld i
thats a great idea!!!
hmm......
gotta wake up early 2moro...
mama coming, need bath zai...
nites...
realli a let go...
drama_crazy1994
am i being too much?
almost forgotten to blog 2day...
like teared again...
did i act to over pestering u too much...
until now that u hate me???
argh!!!! never hear u in a week liao...
think u hate me....
feel sorry for sammy not able to tell her the url...
guess my blog will 4ever be too private until i go poly bah...
watch show again... shldnt be...
like everytime go sir qing an tution, like i will say...
trying to bluff once again...
hiaz... how i wished i got a twin so i can do the exact smae thing 2gether...
dun know lah
sighs...
hopes my next post will be actually its nth... thinking too much once again
drama_crazy1994
naggy...
so naggy sia....
papa blah blah blah....
wad e rhythmic music....
where have u been???
call u also never ans...
hiaz...
mummy's gonna smuggle me into nc18 sex and the city movie...
hahas... gonna hid my screen and play digimon...
tata!!!
misses u lots...
drama_crazy1994
back to old times...
getting stitchy in the past an hour...
hiaz... dun talk abt it anymore...
its a no no to me anymore...
waiting 4 ur call gonna start my work
all focus!!!
tata!!!
young and curious
drama_crazy1994
moral....
heehee... just watch karate kid!!!!
freakking freakking nice sia!!!!!!!
wah liao the last part, urgh!!!
go cool!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hahass.... wont mind watching it a million time...
didnt know the boy is will smith the son sia...
oo... like its a freaking good movie larh!!!
stroyline gd, humorous, moral teachings and mood!!!!
rated in my book 5 stars!!!
cant stop talking abt it!!!!!!!!!
hiaz... must stop liao...
where have u been??? never ans my call or sms...
ah!!! mind still all abt the movie!!!!hahahahas
kk must STOP!!!!
cant stop!!!!
lol. mummy going kl, jiejie going camp...
so??? maybe i will be slping in the camp for the nite!!! yeeeeepiiieee!!!!!
hahas sounded like i didnt pass out yet...
pass out still an sjab~er...heehee
cant wait!!!
tata!!!!
wad shld i do now? call me pls...
drama_crazy1994
missing u...
title of post a bit disgusting....
hahasss...
contacting u the whole nite also no reply....
hahas... so wanna show u my new teddy nails...
heehee... very tired dun feel like going to bath...
how i wished i already bath...
hiaz always like tat...
my new tution is getting fine...
just that i felt its just temporary...
like im back to myself once again but now just do my own hmwk but no 5hrs thing...
and i will also bluff i done my 5hrs which is bad!
like i dun feel like have the motivation to do this...
olvls is like gu jun zuo zan...
no one can run beside u do the exact same thing...
hiaz... my always think its MY life!!!
but leh... always sigh at the end...
maybe from mon i will start my 5hrs...
not maybe is must!!!
sianz... wanted to play with u tonite... guess u disappeared once again...
at least call also can mah...
where have u been???
dun wanna talk ler... slping soon...
yawnzsss...
wish u can call me at this moment...
drama_crazy1994 [the secret lil post and blog no one knows]
ps. gonna watch karate kid 2moro... kinda excited!!!
sweet memories...
heehee came here the first thing....
lol... was looking at some old note....
after reading? smiled to myself...
like wad??? wish i could return to ur side was the freakking last sentence...
tats like the only last thing i left after the last time i return back all the stuff...
haha hao huai nian hor...
wish i could still read the secret note behind the photoframe....
remember something like princess one...
2day no talk ler it seems like 4ever...
known u gone malaysia but sms u also never reply...
u say u 2day den go...
yesterday never call me...
hiaz feel like im more clinging onto u liao...
i dun like to tie one person beside me but to ur situation, i cant help it....
like jealously takes place...
not official so hate this act of mine...
never mind i shall wait until u return on tuesday... the day i will long 4...
not planning to tell anyone abt this new url blog...
heehee like secrets hidden within a thousand blogs...
just secrets that it said but no one knows... haha
gonna do crap which im now not supposed to...
just feel like slacking...
tata!!!
long awaited time passing by...
drama_crazy1994
think too much...
i think i still think too much sia,...
actually jeremiah thing was nothing larh... hiaz...
soo sianz... drifting further from sam and julyn...
going closer to clara there
dunno whether this is good or not....
less silence maybe???
hahahsss
gonna play ecocity soon...
hope u will not go kl and c my beautiful nails sia the can go best garden and then go headshot....
hahas
so lame...
ppl going in and outs....
lol... happy bday darren although i never talk to u much...
heehee.... simle to the com now...idoitic...
wonder where clara gone to...
hiaz... nothing much to write liao...
will be back 4 more...
tata!!!
wish u never go...
drama_crazy1994
actually jeremiah thing was nothing larh... hiaz...
soo sianz... drifting further from sam and julyn...
going closer to clara there
dunno whether this is good or not....
less silence maybe???
hahahsss
gonna play ecocity soon...
hope u will not go kl and c my beautiful nails sia the can go best garden and then go headshot....
hahas
so lame...
ppl going in and outs....
lol... happy bday darren although i never talk to u much...
heehee.... simle to the com now...idoitic...
wonder where clara gone to...
hiaz... nothing much to write liao...
will be back 4 more...
tata!!!
wish u never go...
drama_crazy1994
emptyness
saw him this morniing...
like he never even contact me when i finding him furiously!!!!
like dun kniw y in between us got a sudden sense of silence....
dun know shld i tell him of the feeling or not...
we not dating or wad also wad...
hiaz...
like so dun know wad to say lah
den now in rainforest lab for geog...
idoit sammy took the place i sat yesterday!!!!
like so wad???
must nain to julyn so much????
dun wanna talk liao....
feeling freakkingly wad sia...
tata!!!
drama_crazy1994
like he never even contact me when i finding him furiously!!!!
like dun kniw y in between us got a sudden sense of silence....
dun know shld i tell him of the feeling or not...
we not dating or wad also wad...
hiaz...
like so dun know wad to say lah
den now in rainforest lab for geog...
idoit sammy took the place i sat yesterday!!!!
like so wad???
must nain to julyn so much????
dun wanna talk liao....
feeling freakkingly wad sia...
tata!!!
drama_crazy1994
still thinking too much...
laughing like now....
hiaz pms is getting on me now....
hahas told u jeremiah u can never guessed it....
like im quite moody today???
hmmm...kinda werid.... like just so sudden...
so lameo lorh....
u should just get a early warning when i get a mood swing...
suddenly felt tat im distanting away from sam group....
never talk to them 2day...
not fulfilling my 5hrs today....
will tell my troubles to my tution teacher 2moro....
impt thing is y i feel u never care me like before anymore....
y i feel once we get close u like dump me aside?
haiz... i cant say this also...
ur not my official boyfriend or wad....
tats y i always keeping reminding it my self that im not official....
dun wanna type liao...
tata!!!
dunno when lap will be confiscated....
drama_crazy1994
ps. sam pls dun have the trouble to tell anything i write here to jeremiah....
cause if he bothers he will check it himself.... he knows i got a blog!!!!
