never type post long time ler...cause i dunno wad to write...now also dunno wad e write...hiaz...kaiwen juz pass her lvl8 in audi...hahas...got tis northwolf guy in audi call miie pro seh...first time lorh...sianz...jiejie went out again....
yeh!!!later i think da yiyi they all coming....haiz...now i scaared my lappy will kanna confiscated by mummy cused didbadly in exams marh....lol...plus dunno when jiejie will be telling ms cheng on my movements at home seh...scary plus dangerous...haiz...wanna slack throughout my freakking life and meet a nice plutocrat...haiz day dreaming again...
aint i supposed to do my hmwk???
haiz too lazy larhh...hahaz...
dunno y i slp around 1230 yesterday and still wake up at 620 2 dae...
kaiwen siao liao...even jeremiah says i carzy ler cuase i keep pestering him 2 train miie in audi...hahas...
kaiwens pathetic life have been more gloomly tis daes... sianz sia...no one come to tagg tis boring blog...wads i write also no one cs......hiaz....
kaiwen keepone sighing seh...i wanna do my work but come to think of it im freakking lazy...hahas...need motivation man...someone out there haelp miie pls.....
tata!!!!
ver sianz sia...sigh
drama_crazy1994
yesterday i fell alsp but wanted to type tis post one...
yesterday i type tat i havent tell my parents on my results hor, then yesterday nite during dinner my mother ask abt my results...haiz...thentell her everything lorh... she came up with a decision tat i shld go for a tution in queenstown...frekking far... plus i dont think i going have a dog anymore...haiz...prince/princess bye bye...i dont think is gd 2 send miie to tution lorh...i cant cope with my school work liaowad more need do tutuion homework...sadded...
dun wanna say anymore...will feel more sadded...
bye...
wanna emo myself up...
drama_crazy1994
long time never post.ler.... recently watch finish boys over flowers in 1and a half dae...lol...luv f4!!! luv guem jandi, guem jun pyo, yoon ji hoo, yi jung, woon bin!!!! oh ya...plus kang san...jandi's bro...so cute lor...
recently also quarrle with mummy...felt for a second in my pathetic life why am i living? why i choose mummy?
totally depressed... exams did teribbly...only pass e and a mathes plus chinese and dandt...sadded... impt sub fail...haiz...dunno wad e say...mummy also say ifi cant take care of myself how i can take care of a dog?? so how if she know my results im dead!!!!! i feel like asking her to quit morris allen cause its doesnt help although it make me feel like writing gd stories but i can t perfrom in exams so wad use??? haiz tootlay sadded...hate my life man...many thing happen this daes...mummy bought miie a 4gb memory...gratefull.... juz now play audi...improved but still sux...hahas...havent tell jie jie of my results to cause neo tat she will go tell mummy one...haiz...big burden...got one big stone hang on my heart...who can cut it down???answer is only miie....but i dont dare to tell....lol...
wanna go wif mich to kbox again...so damn fun!!!! hahas...oh ya... got my first kbox membership card!!!! oh also wanna goi arcade play drum...first time play wif mich and charlene...so fun...didnt neo charlene's a pro lorh...
had my first dae as instructor 2dae...not bad...hahas....feel like checking whether my mumu come liao mah...
tata!!!
depressed little gurl...
drama_crazy1994
my decision choosing my mum's hse...i dont knowwhether it is a gd one...but haiz i move liao so??? i like the old ways tat no one cared wad i did but somtimes i feellike someone caring miie too...but now its like to much care liao...although its nice staying wif my mum but there are limitations to wadever i do like cannot go out of hse during exams but i neo it is gd 4 miie but im not the type tat can remember things for a few days i must study the nite b4 then i can remember the next day...haiz...i told mummy liao but she still dont listen wad can i do???i am happy 2 realisedtat my mum the memory card can use on my phone so i ask her can switsh a not cause she dont use so much memory wad but she says exam finish liao then switch but i told her tat i juz transfer my data onli but she stills think i will download more crap...how???
im losing touch wif my sis liao...since i moved here, i have less communication...everytime i c her sticking wif the ppol around miie i think i will get jealous one...wads wif mie????i thinmk i lack of something tat wholey belongs to me. onli me as the owner...haiz...now my capboard also filled wif my sister colthes...i dont like the feeling of ppl using my stuff lorh...
i dont know...i feel like i losing my soul and self away ler...mentally and physically...studies dropping...emotions dropping...i dont know myself anymore...i hope someone will catch me up from the forever dropping well...
no mood for anything...
drama_crazy1994