my decision
my decision choosing my mum's hse...i dont knowwhether it is a gd one...but haiz i move liao so??? i like the old ways tat no one cared wad i did but somtimes i feellike someone caring miie too...but now its like to much care liao...although its nice staying wif my mum but there are limitations to wadever i do like cannot go out of hse during exams but i neo it is gd 4 miie but im not the type tat can remember things for a few days i must study the nite b4 then i can remember the next day...haiz...i told mummy liao but she still dont listen wad can i do???i am happy 2 realisedtat my mum the memory card can use on my phone so i ask her can switsh a not cause she dont use so much memory wad but she says exam finish liao then switch but i told her tat i juz transfer my data onli but she stills think i will download more crap...how???
im losing touch wif my sis liao...since i moved here, i have less communication...everytime i c her sticking wif the ppol around miie i think i will get jealous one...wads wif mie????i thinmk i lack of something tat wholey belongs to me. onli me as the owner...haiz...now my capboard also filled wif my sister colthes...i dont like the feeling of ppl using my stuff lorh...
i dont know...i feel like i losing my soul and self away ler...mentally and physically...studies dropping...emotions dropping...i dont know myself anymore...i hope someone will catch me up from the forever dropping well...
no mood for anything...
drama_crazy1994
