much to say...
haven been blogging quite awhile...
was trying to accumulate my thought den write a long post...
finally hiaz....
just went to visit my facebk...
saw michelle wall...
just feeling sad....
did i leave any memories 2 u all 4 all this 4 years?
cause i dun feel i have...
ur display pic cut up the photo which had me inside...
maybe im just thinking too much cause it might not be fittable...
another thing is when i c ur status and it always kinda of sad as it always didnt have me in it...
im like feeling very down now sia... wad memories had i left u???
NONE at all???
after the pop is like ur and me didnttalk much liao...mostly hi and byes....
am i still counted a friend or always just a platoon mate?
next problem...
tat day u didnt turn up...
ur not calling or even finding me up....
is it after cca stands down im no longer someone in ur eyes liao?
u didnt even attended sch today... no calls nothing...
does pop means end of friendship?
weeks ago u always call but now?
nothing... even my mum's asking he never call u liao har?
den i tell her ur m.i.a...
hiaz feeling like no one is close to me in school anymore....
hope u would call up and say y i never call u up?
last thing...
2day receive my emaths test paper...
like i failed?!?
i was 60% sure i will pass and in the end i failed!!!!
kaiwen stop thinking its all abt the careless ness when im not putting in my effort like last time...
even sam can get higher den me...
ms chang was like saying she was happy cause we deserve it larh...
hiaz... wad she said really give me a min motivation 2 study...
so 2day after class went home to do homework
life's screwed....
wished zai understand how i feels now....
stuck with my summary so decided to write my post first...
sighs... guess i will try to force myself to study this 2 weeks to come until end of midyear exams....
until den i shall den watch another drama as my own reward...
jiayous kaiwen... im the only one tat says jiayou 2myself sia...
no one said to me b4...sadded...
guess i will seldom be writing post liao unless i got stuff impt to say...
byes...............
does POP means end of all friendship?..?..?
drama_crazy1994
* confused on such a life such a relationship...
